new beginnings

Well, it's the frst holiday since Christmas and I'm desperately hoping it will be better. 
  I'm planning on taking my younger brothers and sister to the park a couple of times, and maybe even to a farm so they can feed the animals. It's been ages since we did something properly as a family.

I always tried to keep the family together, but since I scared Mum off by telling her my story, it's been so difficult. She left when I was eight, since then, I've subsituted for her in many ways.

confessions;
   1)    I slept on the street two nights last week
   2)    I kissed my life-long best friend (who's a boy!)
   3)    I almost hit my sister

MY first post!!

I'm new to this whole blogging thing, I don't really know what to talk about, I just want to keep a diary for people to read, one that people can use to not make the same mistakes I have, and those that I am yet to make.
Mistake #1,  I let someone get away with a terrible thing.

Mistake #2,   I let my own feelings get in the way- now, my Mom's gone.

Mistake #3,  I don't cry.